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Berserk *berserk* Twitter illustrations summary
I don't want to accumulate that much, but I finished drawing an illustration of cherry blossoms, so I'll give it to you when that time comes !
As for the cherry blossom illustration, I was drawing too many cherry blossoms overall, so I settled on a less rough version. In any case, even though it wasn't a bird's-eye view or a fan, the branches of the cherry blossoms had a mysterious height...(;´Д｀)
Also, to commemorate the sadness of not being able to see the place I drew, I will leave the smallest cherry blossom (background only) alone...
For the illustration of the two dancing, I considered both the color of the dress from the anime and the color of the dress from the movie, so that's also true. I tend to draw SerFarn too fluffy, so I tried zooming in a little, but...it's still white !! (；∀；)
The rest is just a fun Gutspapa delusional doodle.
That's all !
**The following is my own diary, so it's probably best not to read it**
My personal life has been damaged in many ways, and it feels like it's been years since I've had this much trouble.
It's hard when something bad happens and you worry so much that your thoughts become, ``It was my fault'' or ``Was it my fault?''
What happened can't be helped, it was caused by various factors, and even if I think about the causes and reasons and reflect on it, even if I blame myself, nothing will happen. I was so depressed that I couldn't even draw a picture or read a book, and I think I was stuck in thoughts that I couldn't do anything about.
It's still tough right now (there's a lot going on throughout April...), but when I open a book, my thoughts change, and when I draw, I can concentrate and focus on different things!
Try to change your mood, get things done in front of you, and don't drag yourself out!
Don't worry ! Find what you can do, find what you want to do, and get back on track!!
That's what I keep telling myself.